#13 - I'm so confused

For a while now I thought I was going to be okay. I had friends. I had family. I had school. I had my website. What else did I need? Those were the only things that were going to help me get over Ian.

But I feel like it's all just slipping away. I can't talk to my family about anything, because they don't understand. They'll never understand. I hate putting everything on Ashley and Haley. I love them any everything, but this whole Ian thing is something that they'll never get. So I can't talk to them about it. School is making me crazy busy, but not helping me get him off my mind. And PSP. Well, PSP is pretty much ending.

Everything is falling apart. I feel like I'm slipping again. I don't know what to do.

-Laura