Wednesday, October 19, 2011

#18

I can't help myself. When I get to feeling like this I start to look back on old conversations. And it's breaking my heart.


Why do I keep doing this to myself? I'm just hurting more and more each day, because I know that there's no way in hell that you're coming back this time. And I keep lying to everyone and putting on a brave face. Hell, Alyssa is having relationship problems and keeps asking me how I got over you. And I don't have to the heart to tell her that I'm not over you. 

It's killing me. You're the only person that I ever loved. The only person that I ever want to love. The only person who loves/loved me. And hell, I don't even know if you still think about me. 

Because it's over. And I don't know why I can't move on yet.

-Laura

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