You know...I keep telling myself that I shouldn't miss you...but the truth is I do. I do miss you. Every little thing reminds me of you...and I can't get you out of my head. There's a little part of me that wants to reach out and talk to you...but I can't.
I can't do that to myself. So I won't. But it's hard. It really is. After spending 3 years...3 amazing years with you...it's hard to just completely drop you out of my life like that. But it's something I have to do. And I know that's the truth.
Gah, I just wish I had some answers. Answers to why you did all of this to me. I don't understand. And I guess I never will. I'm just...lost...and confused. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do next. How am I supposed to take the next step without you? You were there when I started high school...and you were there when I finished. How do I go on to college without you in my life?
I'm not sure what to do next...
-Laura
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